WTF...

Sooo. hummm...What the Fuuuck is going on here?!?!!?
One year ago, i remember beeing the captain of my university handball team. This week we played the qualification round for the nationals, and now...well, i can understand not beeing the captain anymore, and maybe not beeing that important for the team cause there are some good new guys, but what really pisses me off and i dont get is why the fuck am i sitting on the bench and seeing no minute on the field anymore?!??!! " games so far, and my ass is plain already for sitting on the bench sooo long.
Wasnt i suppose to have played there in germany to improve my skills and give a new touch to the team...yeah right! the new bench cheerleader.
Coach, you can kiss my ass!!!

One of the things that always kept me away from my continuous stress level is the active participation that i always had in sports...at school for the regional basketball team, the soccer team that we and some of my friends founded and kept for 4 years more or less, and the handball crew, but somehow, that's not only relaxing me, it's stressing me even more, argh!

Im thinking now on not comming back and stealing the jersey (team t-shirt) for myself.
At least i can have a nice and not bitter souvenir, and save some money for it.

PS: way to go guys, really! congratulations for playing so damn good today. You deserve it! Good luck in the nationals.

PS: best gift: bench pillow.